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| We're gonna cut her like a Ginsu |
[29 Jul 2007|03:02am] |
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I forgot i had a live journal, it says i haven't posted in 18 weeks...thats 4 months and a lot has happened. I'm a beast man, i'm soooooo COCKY and i don't give a fuck. I got a bitch and i got come throughs ( i comes through like a come through, a guaranteed lay i don't even have to pay). I have money, a crazy ass social life, AND I'm a CERTIFIED savage at skateboarding now, easily the best local at my park (sick with it). I'm soooo pretty...long hair again with a fresh Tacoma fitted...
Make My Eyes Bleed.......
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| How am i not myself? |
[21 Mar 2007|11:25pm] |
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I haven't posted in this journal for too long. I've just been enjoying life to it's semi-fullest. I work full time and between that i skateboard...i'm getting pretty savage at it now. I've been dating the same girl for 17 months in three days. I really don't care about anything. Don't expect me to update this thing any time soon, but i do care about some of the people who read this so if you still read it hit me up...253-590-7368-thats the cell
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| We're actors - we're the opposite of people |
[06 Nov 2006|08:04pm] |
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The Bled-Guttershark |
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it's been raining sooooooo fucking much here and it's pissing me off. I haven't skated in more than a week and i'm running out of shit to do. I've been hanging out with morgan a lot but thats whatever and i've been working like crazy. I have to register for school in 20 days and i can't wait to start school, a better reason to get out of the house more often. i can't wait for the days when it's just me, my board, my paper, and my girl.
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| Frontside 50-body variel-backside 50-switch out |
[08 Oct 2006|06:57pm] |
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i work 40 hours a week and skateboard till i hurt or until dark or until a cop kicks me out. i play guitar and write songs about Carthage, Lakes High, and females. I wear ripped jeans cause skateboarding is messy. i wear glasses because my vision is messed up. I wear crooked glasses cause i got into a fight with three black guys. i wear braces cause my teeth are crooked. My face is fucked up because i have acne. I don't shave so i won't fuck up my face. i have hair down to my chin because i don't care. i have hickies on my chest and stomach because my girlfriends a freak. I have scars on my back from acne. my right wristbone stick out father from my left because i dislocated it. My right knee is still swollen from hyper extending it from skate boarding. i just rolled my right ankle from skating. i'm posting in my journal because a ghost came back to life, that ghost called me and told me everything will be alright.
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| it's hot down here, Take a walk with Satan |
[06 Aug 2006|09:16pm] |
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nothing really too new to update about. just have to stop skating for a few weeks cause i f-ed up my hip but it's all good. i've really been digging southern rap lately and just random "rock" music, i say random because there's no real connection between them. I've been jamming to The Bronx, The Sleeping, Queen, Bleeding Through, Webbie, Lil' Wayne, T.I., Paul Wall.
nothing really to update.
Vultures baby
you don't like me cuz your bitch most likely does
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| maybe i should bleach my hair to confuse the sun |
[22 Jul 2006|12:01am] |
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it's been so hot t my house these last two night it ridiculous. I slept shirtless last night and i was still melting all night and i forsee the same thing occuring tonite.
Yesterday i went to lakewood skatepark with dennis and he broke his arm. He was dropping in on a bowl and a little roller bladers went out in front of him so to avoid killing the kid dennis took the fall and landed on his arm...breaking it. everytime i skateboard now i drop hammers on the parl, i'm getting so much better and it's great.
This week i'm supposed to jam with cory, andy,a nd some other guys which should be pretty rockin if they are all into being experimental. I don't care if it works out or not because i can always play guitar and sing, i don't need anyone else to do it...but it proves to be fun sometimes.
Today was the first time i worked a night in a while because all of my hours now are in the morning. It's good having a social life after work instead of having a life to go to work.
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| It's been too long. |
[12 Jul 2006|08:40pm] |
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T've been writing a lot on guitar lately and i really like what i've been writing, it's really mello like whispering stuff and it means a lot to me. The guitar parts are really different too because i'm mostly making shit up off of the top of my head but it all fits.
I've been skateboarding still as much as I can. I went to UP skatepark today to check it out and it was awesome, it's got like small medium and big ass bowls with a half pipe, a mini, and a peanut bowl. It started reaining there so me and dennis went to ft. lewis skatepark and skated there for a while. Big Black Joe came by and he hun gout for a while then he gave me a ride home.
i don't know really what else to say except i'm looking for something...
and i haven't found it yet...
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| Hold Nothing Back Tonight |
[30 Jun 2006|10:12pm] |
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so now i have two jobs.
Both of my jobs are at the food court at the px too. I work at Taco Johns and Anthony's Pizza. I start at Anthony's tomorrow. It all works out because it's through the same management and all of those people so i don't have any paperwork to fill out or anything. I'm trying to work as many hours as i can to get as much money as i can because the faster i get a car is the faster i can do everything else i want to do like go skateboarding, hang out with andy and cory, spend time with morgan...stuff like that.
Yesterday we had to put my dog Billie down. It was so fucking sad. It was the only thing we could do for her though, she was 14 years old and had a tumor completely closing her left eye and she couldn't see out of the other one. She was deaf and she had a bad hip. We took her to the vet to see if there was anything we could do for her but the vet said because of her age that her organs were shutting down on her and she only had a handful of days left. I did the right thing though, she's not suffering anymore and can finally rest. I was in the room when they euthanized her and i couldn't help but cry, we've had her for 11 years. When we got home i still felt like shit but i didn't want to sit around my house and just mourn so i went skateboarding that way i could turn all of that frustration and sadness into something constructive.
I don't think i have anything else to say.
Man's last words are perfect when nothing is said at all.
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| Pick up the phone, tonight i feel like the hero of a rustic war |
[25 Jun 2006|11:34pm] |
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My Touch Has The Timing And Precision Of A Car Wreck
These two days i got off of work late cause i've been working with the newest guys there and yesterday it was only two of us so we didn't get out till 10:00 when were supposed to get off at 9:00. Today we got only half an hour late..
Before and after work today i went to the skatepark. Before work there were two old guys there and i love skating with old guys cause they have an old school style like i represent so i can learn some new shit sometimes. Before work i was practicing some new shit i learned on the mini on the half-pipe and i was actually landing it. i went to work after that and then after work i went back to the skatepark and there was this guy JT there that i haven't seen in a long ass time. JT and I played skate and i won doing some pretty tech shit...it was crazy, i was on tonight. I was landing shit like boneless 180 tail stalls, power slide tails stalls, power slide 180 board stalls...i was going crazy.
I'm getting really good really fast but at the same time i feel like i'm being limited cause i keep going to the same park. I gotta get out to Lakewood and UP more to get way better...i don't want to get spaonsered...i just want to get good.
Pick Up The Phone
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| the radio is still at the top of my hit list |
[21 Jun 2006|10:17pm] |
Today was national skateboard day and i spent it wisely.
I had to drive dan to work at 8:15 a.m. so i was up pretty early and by 10:00 a.m. i was ready to do something so i went to the lakewood skatepark which is all cement and killed it there. i was doing power slides on the vert and going fast as hell on everything i was doing. I learned feeble stalls, feeble grinds, smith stalls, smith grinds, power slide tail stalls, boneless axle stalls, 5-0 to pivit, and crail stalls. I WAS KILLIN THAT BITCH. Then at like 11:30 a.m. i left the lakewood skatepark to go to the Ft. Lewis skatepark where the shredding continued on the half-pipe until 1:30 p.m.
After i left the park i got morgan and hung out with her for a while then took her to her driving school in lakewood and came back to go to work at 4:00 p.m. So all around it was a productive day, i skated and i made money.
M.A.R.S. Mars bitches. red rocks
yay yaaaaaaaaaaay........
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| Watch me cause i could crack under the pressure... |
[15 Jun 2006|11:26pm] |
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This week has been so hectic but some good things have come out of it. i finally got my drivers lisence today and drove to work by myself (with no insurance), but my rents are putting me on it tomorrow. I've been working like a mad man lately to earn the dough to buy a car and to start saving up for school in the fall. I work tomorrow and saturday but sunday i will totally be free to skateboard, i've been dying to do it because it's my release, it's my freedom.
I've been talking to sam a lot too and i guess we're gonna be pen pals now. Everything seems so different in new york now i sometimes wonder if i was better off for leaving. All of my old crew has spread apart and i'm across the country still seeing it. My homeboy anthony is on his own and everyone broke edge or denounced it or whatever they did but i'm not mad at them, just kind of disheartened. Even though those guys aren't edge anymore they are still my bros and Anthony is literally my brother so it hurts to know that they are at each others throats in words.
I'm still edge because i beleive in it
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| Haven't you heard, I'm the new cancer |
[05 Jun 2006|10:31pm] |
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Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering...
Tomorrow is the last day of school for seniors and i have to work tomorrow, it's so awesome and i can't wait to get the fuck out. Not that i hate school i'm just ready to move on.
Today i had my orchestra banquet, it was kind of a waste of time but at the same time i think i would have been bored during that time so it wasn't that bad. I got an award anyway so that was pretty neato.
Tomorrow...smash bros., Niva's room....i'm there
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[31 May 2006|10:08pm] |
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Today was easily the busiest day of senior year.
8:00-10:00 i had my food handler's card thing today i passed it
10:20-2:10 i finished out the school day and part of that day was being Mr. Weaver's bitch, running errands and jsut constantly moving and shakin'
2:25-6:00 i had to babysit two officers kids and made twenty bucks
6:30-8:00 i had an orchestra concert and played me some viola.
It doesn't look like a lot on paper but it sure did seem like a lot. I start work this friday which should be pretty sweet and i'll be working all weekend. I'm going to have to skateboard between my work time so i'll be super busy trying to skate and balance work. Oh well.
only 4 school days left but 8 till graduation...i can't wait.
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| Note To Self: I miss you terribly... |
[22 May 2006|08:06pm] |
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Everything has been going really good lately, everything is going into a good direction and i like it. I graduate in 16 days but it seriously does not feel like it.
There's just been constant skateboarding and just constant energy. Me and Morgans 7 months is wednesday and i'm trying to put together something awesome cause i've never given her anything for the whole anniversary thing before but i'm not gonna be cliche about it.
I'm getting a job soon and it's gonna be at this place called Taco John's in the food court of the PX. I just got to fill out paperwork and take the training.
Nothing really else going on right now...just trying to keep myself from feeling that really melancholy feeling where i'm bored with everything in my life.
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| Insert Clapping Solo Here... |
[02 May 2006|08:31pm] |
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Everything has been going so great lately...It's Awesome. Prom is in a few weeks and that should be a killer time but for now the thing that is going great is Skateboarding. I've been Skating so much lately and i've been getting so much better so fast it is actually "fantastic."
Other news is this Acoustic band stuff. Straight up experimental acousticosity and we got a show lined up in 6 weeks. We're gonna try and make a demo too so there is definately going to be an attempt for money through creativity.
This weekend i was able to talk to Samantha which was awesome because everytime i talk to her we always have interesting and intellectual convorsations via telephone and yesterday i talked to shyloh which was pretty cool. "We conversed about this and that" and it was pretty cool catching up with her.
I should be hanging out with morgan this week which has been long overdue (skeet skeet skeet) and this weekend i'm gonna try and hang out with Carolyn, skateboard and babysit...and get my tux this weekend so it's should be a pretty busy weekend.
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| I Want to learn HOW to play Piano and learn to make WORDS COUNT by Emphasizing them... |
[21 Apr 2006|03:47pm] |
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I burnt the day away with newspaper and a zippo lighter
The Pollution Index filled the sky and
the global warming section kept my hands warm.
The UV grade created a screen so the sun couldn't
focus on my eyes and the weather kept me dry.
The Obituaries gaves life to charred butterflies
and the Economy review couldn't buy me a smile.
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| Scary, Huh? |
[20 Apr 2006|08:17pm] |
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From Autumn to Ashes-Lilacs and Lolita |
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So much Skateboarding...it's awesome...i love it. Today I skated with Storm and Michael Butler at the barracks spot, Then we skated back to my neighborhood and Michael and I skated a little black top area. It was really cool cause we just skated and talked so it was a good time. This saturday were getting a bunch of people and are gonna skate up the skate park.
School's been going pretty good but i'm glad it's almost over. Prom's coming up to and i'm starting to feel like i don't want to go but i'm not gonna back out on Carolynn so i'll end up going anyway...so there's pretty much no reason that i should not want to go but i don't know why i feel like that...oh well.
Nothing extra special going on just enjoying the late arrival days.
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| I haven't lived a day of my life apart from the one that everyone's read about... |
[04 Apr 2006|04:05pm] |
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"this is side one, flip me over, i know i'm not your favorite record."
Today and tomorrow i'm babysitting...so that means money
Tomorrow is supposed to be emily's coming out party so i might have to go to that
I've decided on my first two tattoo. the first a memorial to my cousin david, the second will be the first of many SxE tattoos
I got to hang out witj morgan for a little bit today...we layed in the grass in the sunlight and just talked and took picutres of each other. It's fun to be around someone that you don't have to think up of something to do or you will be bored...We can just be around each other and have fun.
Lately i can see myself growing meloncholy because it seems like i am on my own in things i do. In skateboarding i rely heavily on old school based tricks but no one else does around here...everyone skateboarding now is a kid looking to get sponsered when i skate for the ride instead of looking to get famous for it. In my writing of music it also seems like i am alone because no one else around here talks about writing music or writing songs...i love making music and it seems everyone around here it only about being the face of the music they listen to instead of making something that means something to them.
I can see myslef growing distant and i really don't care.
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| I do this to myself |
[31 Mar 2006|07:25pm] |
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I'm back where i started...i'm becoming bored with everything around me again. Nothing really means anything to me anymore and the only things really getting me by are writing and skateboarding...thats when i'm not thinking about how meaningless everything around me is. I did something bad yesterday and i don't even feel bad about it. One thing that is really pissing me off though is the constant hidden put-down's people are giving each other it's just a waste of intelligence to think up of a way to put someone down when you could be doing something so much better with time and thought. If i died tomorrow it wouldn't be a great tragedy...i already lived. I lived through Vanity Horror Stories. I lived through the OSC. I lived through SxE and HxC. No one knows what i'm really about here and it's a same, if they wouldv'e seen Club 342 on a saturday night...the boys and i were kings...we ran that town and it breaks my heart to know that everything fell apart.
Everyone says they are not afraid of dying but literally...i'm not afraid to die. Now back to the main point, the writing in my life is part of what keeps me going. When i'm writing i'm free of cliche's and free of all drama it's just me, pen, and paper, and everything in me just gets spilled on me. The skateboarding aspect of me is what is keeping me balanced. When i skateboard i use every single ounce of energy i have wether it be on the half-pipe or even on the street. The afterward is what i seek in skateboarding because afterward i am mello and i can just exist and enjoy things.
Lot's of different people think they know what is best for me...i don't even know what is best for me so one thing i need to do is figure out what i did right to start enjoying life again because my idle mind will end up killing me.
fuck spring break
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| Pretty much your lying to me |
[26 Mar 2006|07:07pm] |
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last night sometime between 2:00-4:00 am my cousin David Rodriguez was shot and killed outside of his job by three guys he kicked out of the place earlier that day. He was a bouncer at a strip club in Arizona and kicked three guys out and those guys came back and executed him...one shot through the heart. He was dead before he hit the ground.
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